Apology Plant

by Lilith

  • Cassette + Digital Album

    PRE-ORDER || Second pressing of 100 translucent pink cassettes.
    First pressing of 100 random glitter cassettes with mini lyric booklet.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Apology Plant via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 10 days
    edition of 100 

      $5 USD or more 


  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

      $3 USD  or more




DA034 // APOLOGY PLANT, by Lilith.


released February 3, 2017

Recorded, mixed by Keith Gentile at Labyrinth Audio in Billerica, MA

Mastered by Zach Weeks

All songs written and recorded by Lilith

Album art by Diana Walsh
Mixed media collage/digital

Photos by Nick DiNatale



all rights reserved


Disposable America Boston, Massachusetts

record label /// for true believers only.

contact / help

Contact Disposable America

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Track Name: Loaded
Hold this side
or waste and whine
Change your mind
or compromise
I’m holding on for you to load your gun,
get lost, have fun,
it’s just good ta know ya, la- da!

If I’m not an afterthought,
who’s this other girl you brought?
I don’t know why you actively deny
what’s got your eye
but still, it’s good ta know ya, la-da!
Track Name: Rated R
Case and point,
you’re alive and you’re not obliged to someone else
that I know of
Tasteful lies, take me out and drag me around until I cry
I guess I saw it wrong

I wanna cast you as a better lead
than you are and will ever be
in a play that stars me
Well, I’m feeling older, now,
than you are.
Track Name: Nickname
You make me want to do
all the things you do
do them with you to

I just wanted to tell you that
you’re my favorite artifact
but I’m just a blade of grass,
a picture lost in a paper stack
In a game of compare/contrast,
I’m finishing third-to-last
Is it some kind of charm I lack
repeating your nickname back?

Repeating your nickname back
to a stranger who casually asks
why I wait in a puddle that
has been littered with heaps of trash
when taking just one pace back
I could wait in a flower patch
I’m pulling my hair out fast
repeating your nickname back
Track Name: Lean
What do you talk about with her in your house when you lean on me?

What are you doing now without me around to lean on?
And I’m sorry you called it off,
wish your apathy couldn’t cut me so deep.

I want to latch on you but I’ll sever it right before you can make this high maintenance